Emotional

Emotional, Sensitive, Passionate,  Dramatic. These words haunt me sometimes. I am feeling emotional these days. I usually can figure out why, like full moon, ate too much sugar, PMS. It has just been the last week, I have been feeling this way. I am thinking it's change, and my birthday. I recently just turned 34. I don't usually freak out about my birthday, except my 25th. That was a wierd year, it was the same year I met my now husband, it was also the year, I felt it was time to grow up.  But THIS year's  birthday was wierd, I didn't speak to ANYONE on my birthday, my family didn't call, ( I got emails ), none of my friends called, everyone facebooks these days. By six, I was depressed, and had a good cry, I felt so alone. However, it's not like I arranged any plans, but I was feeling a bit sorry for myself and I was having a party a next day. It was great evening too by the way!!! Ever since the 11th tho I have felt sort of down, meh...like ....birthdays, meh....free shoes...meh....found $50.00.....meh, meh, blah blah, meh. I have got myself into an emotional funk, and I have so many great things going on. I trying hard to shake it. Maybe not hard enough, definately not hard enough.